Every time I went through an emotion, a very strong one, whether it was happiness or extreme sorrow I felt the need to pen it down. And this led to a lot of diaries with only the first few pages filled as I could never write about my feelings on a regular basis. Although these ‘Dear Diary’ moments have been very frequent in my life, I had been too busy brooding about them to actually do anything else
And one day a friend introduced me to blogspot. It sounded very interesting. The very fact that you could have your own web page and write stuff about your own life was fascinating. And today, after yet another emotional debacle I couldn’t resist having one for myself.
The worst part is, now that I have actually begun to write, I am at a loss for words, which is very very weird since I am known as the talker who can’t shut up even when specifically asked to. But knowing that I have an unrestricted outlet to release my thoughts (this one being the second) gives me a little more comfort. Also, the fact that these frequent outbursts of sentiments will be a permanent record is an added advantage as they will serve as memoirs (hopefully having a complete account and all the pages filled this time…)